Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
But when it comes to these stuff, why am I always thinking like that?
Uncertainties are forever haunting me.
I realised I have little control over my emotions. When I'm very happy, damn obvious. When I sad/depressed, also damn obvious. That time today I grinned like kee siao man! Then Rachel and Sherlyn know already lah, stupid Ice -.- Pfft. Lol nevermind hopefully they will forget about it before Friday, hopefully. I don't want many people to know because it's stupid. I feel retarded. Those people who knows about this and never went through it before sure thinking that I'm mentally challenged or sth, I can bet. Lmao.
Regarding Friday, sorry everyone. Sorry for being such a weak idiot. I moved on since god knows when already but I let myself down on Friday. I let something that's so freaking minor bring me down. I'm fully over you-know-who by now, and I'm back on my feet once again (: I won't let anything that has gotta do with that person upset me ever again. Rina, it wasn't your fault so don't blame yourself okay? It was mine because I couldn't control my.. umm.. can say anger ba. Thanks everyone who was always there for me when I was upset yeah. Hope you're assured now hahah.
Sigh sigh sigh. Next few weeks. One word, hectic. Other than uncertainties, projects (esp. IPW) and the common tests are forever haunting me too. Why is life always so hard for us Singaporean students? Sigh sigh sigh.
Self-reproach and uncertainties, go away >.>
8:36 PM
Let your heart out.
I wannnY
my loved ones to be happy :D to be your BFF :) a better day more 2g outings :/ Drama SYF Gold
get computer fixed (yes, AGAIN) finish Death Note manga (T.T cannot la) KO One subbed episodes! T.T finish Magister Negi Magi It Started With A Kiss subbed episodes! T.T finish Hana Kimi finish Devil Beside You watch them live again :D good + high capacity mp3/mp4 go back again ): Chantaburi ♥ Sense 365 Days With Golf-Mike Big Ass Begins The Collection Focus volunteer to help out at Mutts and Mittens! own comp/laptop muahahah. learn to cycle/blade properly :DDD